Recently many things happen .. Don't have the mood to post out yet .. I'll post up when I'm back to normal
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Ryuji Shimizu
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Haha finally , my mum decided to divorce with my dad .. it's within my expectation . Every day argue . Until my mum sleep different room with dad . It's been already half year since the arguement .. Finally , they are going to divorce. My mum called me just now and told me everything , and said that I as the eldest son should help take care of the family . Of course I would ...But well , for now .. I don't think I can't accept this ...Hah ..
Tomorrow will be the day for me to go out with friends to Genting.. I'll take that opportunity to make out my mind . No choice, it's their choice .. There's no return back for them . I won't stop them . I'm thinking whether I'm going to live with my mum or dad ...
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Ryuji Shimizu
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I have always wanted to express my feeling inside the blog . But , knowing no reason , that I couldn't post nor expressing here . There's so many I wanted to tell out , but I got stucked and ended up posting post with only few sentences .
Lifeless huh? Guess so . I have been struggling too much being the hopes for everyone . Since small, since my childhood, I have been thought as a intelligent kid..Being looked so high up that myself couldn't even reach . "Pressure" I would say . Finally , I , 19 years old already , Stopped studying ..Couldn't hold up the pressure , I could only giving up and choose to become an ordinary brat . Being so naive dreaming to be a successful student . Things doesn't go that well . How I wish , I'm a kid ..Thinking only toys and games without worrying other stuffs. No more .
I have been running away everytime Im having a problem .. Ya, that's the type of person I am . A timid , coward brat ..How I wish to run away from house without carrying any burdens , how I wish I could just quit away my jobs .. But I couldn't .
Bah . This sucks . Bye
