Hey guys , I just back from Genting Trip ..
It was supposed to be NewGenz (XDO Guild) gathering , but it was canceled ..
So I'm just hanging out with my friends up there ..
Wasn't really fun at the first day .. Very bored =__=..
Couldn't get to meet her that much .. Really disappointed and sad ..
But nvm , still satisfy that I could met her , right?
We'll get better X) . Don't worry . Don't because of small stuff then affect our relationship k?
She went back . and I stayed overnight for one more day in Genting .. It was fun the next day .. Not bad =X
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Failure ahhhh ...
I thought I was a good person to start with ..
I thought I could care you .. Won't hurt you ..
I promised you not to hurt you , but at the end , I still did it ..
My curiosity exchange with your sadness ..
If I would have known that , I swear I won't even try to think about it .
Baka de me ,
Never thought of your feeling .
Baka de me ,
wanted to slap myself ..
Baka de me ,
So wish that you could just hit me ,instead of crying alone .
Give me one more chance ...
I promise to treat you much better ...
I wanna take care you , Forever .
I wanna protect you , Forever .
Just one more chance ...
To let me prove that I am good enough for you ..
Just one more chance ...
To let you feel you are happy with me ...
I'm sorry . And This will be the last sorry from me , because I ain't gonna do something stupid to hurt you anymore . .
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They say when you are hungry, everything tastes good and if you a re full, even honey will be loathsome. I was advised by someone never go shopping in the supermarket when you are hungry, you will buy way more than what you require. A great spread of smorgasbord for that matter, when you are hungry, you may put too much on your plate than you can handle.
When you are desperate to sell a property, you may end up selling it at a much lower value to help you solve your financial problem. But the issue here is never to respond immediately to a stimulus of dire need. Selling a house to pay your debts or having a meal to satisfy your hunger maybe a more straightforward issue. There is something more than a need for a partner that drives a man or woman to be desperate.
If you feel lonely and have had no relationship and suddenly one day you crave for a relationship and desperately go out to look for that ideal partner, be wary, it could be a deeper issue.
If the person rejects you or even if the relationship works out you will be wondering why did you even get into this relationship in the first place. You may not even want that person. The reason is, that the deeper issue is not about being lonely and needing a partner, it could be a need for identity.
When someone loves you, the feelings of being wanted feels great. So one pursues a relationship to fill the void in his or her identity. This may go back to the root of being rejected as a child or parent not showing enough love or acceptance.
You will always go around finding a relationship to fill that need to be wanted. The right approach is it step back and ask yourself why are you feeling this way? =)
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We have heard it so many times that we should set goals in order to achieve what we want. Recently I was reading a magazine where the former Miss Malaysia who is now involved in social work and having set up a teaching centre for the refugee kids said, she does not set goals cause she has no discipline to follow it, she just does not procrastinate what she is doing.
I have also once heard from a study of some of the top students in a reputable college. Before graduation, they recorded the number of students who set goals to be a millionaire and the numbers that did not set any goals. After 20 years they were astonished to find that the group that set no goals, more than half of them became millionaires and the ones who set goals , none of them became millionaires.
I have understood from these two observations and many others of financially successful people and the ones who are not, I have come to the understanding that we are all already successful. The money we make does not measure our success. We are made by God to be successful .
What then is our vocation that will help us realize our full potential and maybe make us a few millions along the way? The key is Passion.
When a person is passionate, he or she will go all out to do that thing out of love for it and need not set time or goals to achieve something out of it. The fact that you are doing it is already a goal in itself.
Take for example photography, how many amateur photography work have we seen that has won prizes, some of them have taken it as a full time work and have become financially successful.
When your goal is making money, when the going gets tough, you might quit, but if you are passionate about something, nothing will hinder you from you doing what you love.
I am not asking you to give up your job now and pursue your lost passion. Take your passion as a hobby first, see the creativity that God has put in you to flourish.
What is your dream or passion that was shelved aside because your parents were against it, or others discouraged you or you were overwhelmed with responsibilities that you have put it aside?
Is it a dream to build model cars and planes? A hobby to experiment on designing something? Photography? Learning a musical instrument? decoration? A particular vocation that you love? Mountain climbing?
As long as there is breath in your lungs and strength in your arms and legs, go for it, don't let age or anything set you back on your dreams.
You have one shot at life, live it to the full.
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Nothing stands still . There's a saying that goes " if you stop moving, you will get run over" .
The business circles have this oft-said mantra : "If you stop growing , you start dying."
It seems every bit of advice on personal growth seems to centre on continual improvement ,continual progression and continual evolution .Doesn't it sound tiring ? I know some of you are thinking , " This is crazy ! You mean our whole life we've just got to keep on moving? If not we will actually get run over? Life will actually come by and streamroll us?
Yes, put up your hands in despair at the crazy situation of it all . Get angry about the rat race . Disconnect yourself from all the gadgets in your life . throw them all away and release yourself from the grid . Go where no one can find you , where this streamroller of Life will not run you over if you choose to stop moving and growing . Go off to your island , sleep in a hammock all day and hunt for wild pheasants all night .
I , however , would like to point out the reality . In order for us to achieve success in our lives , we have no choice , but to keep progressing and improving . Life doesn't like people who stand still . There is evidence that if you don't keep yourself busy after you retire , your brain stops working and you age faster . If you stop thinking, you stop being . You have officially been run over by the StreamRoller of Life and don't even know it .
Ignorance may be kind , but in this case , it's not going to be kind to your wallet . So keep moving . Keep coming up with something new . Suprise everyone . Suprise yourself ! Never , ever settle in a been-there-done-that rut . It's the only way you will survive the long-term ,
Beware the Streamroller of Life .
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Finally , I stopped my job.
Unemployed does relaxing , but I'm getting lazy .
Need job A.S.A.P . haha .
Recently I know a girl . Kinda fond of her but , I need to think properly whether I should chase her or not ..
Not really sure . Doesn't matter that's not the main point for my post today haha .
Will I really can earn money in the future??
See first then . Most important , is the attitude .
Hardworking I would say , but I lack of this ....
Being urged by my parents , being really desperate of getting money ...
The current me is totally a rubbish ..Ya , I agree =D
What will I be in future?
