The Streamroller Of Life.

Finally , I stopped my job.

Unemployed does relaxing  , but I'm getting lazy .
Need job A.S.A.P . haha .

Recently I know a girl . Kinda fond of her but , I need to think properly whether I should chase her or not ..
Not really sure . Doesn't matter that's not the main point for my post today haha .

Will I really can earn money in the future??
See first then . Most important , is the attitude .
Hardworking I would say , but I lack of this ....
Being urged by my parents , being really desperate of getting money ...
The current me is totally a rubbish ..Ya , I agree =D

What will I be in future?

Recently many things happen .. Don't have the mood to post out yet .. I'll post up when I'm back to normal

Haha finally , my mum decided to divorce with my dad .. it's within my expectation . Every day argue . Until my mum sleep different room with dad . It's been already half year since the arguement .. Finally , they are going to divorce. My mum called me just now and told me everything , and said that I as the eldest son should help take care of the family . Of course I would ...But well , for now .. I don't think I can't accept this ...Hah ..

Tomorrow will be the day for me to go out with friends to Genting.. I'll take that opportunity to make out my mind . No choice, it's their choice .. There's no return back for them . I won't stop them . I'm thinking whether I'm going to live with my mum or dad ...

I have always wanted to express my feeling inside the blog . But , knowing no reason , that I couldn't post nor expressing here . There's so many I wanted to tell out , but I got stucked and ended up posting post with only few sentences .

Lifeless huh? Guess so . I have been struggling too much being the hopes for everyone . Since small, since my childhood, I have been thought as a intelligent kid..Being looked so high up that myself couldn't even reach . "Pressure" I would say . Finally , I , 19 years old already , Stopped studying ..Couldn't hold up the pressure ,  I could only giving up and choose to become an ordinary brat . Being so naive dreaming to be a successful student . Things doesn't go that well . How I wish , I'm a  kid ..Thinking only toys and games without worrying other stuffs. No more .

I have been running away everytime Im having a problem .. Ya, that's the type of person I am . A timid , coward brat ..How I wish to run away from house without carrying any burdens , how I wish I could just quit away my jobs .. But I couldn't .

Bah . This sucks . Bye

Yesterday late night at around 4 a.m .. Just finished playing at cyber cafe . Planned on how to go genting with friends . After that , I fetched my friend back home but he got no helmet . So I fetched him with risk. But shit , fucking  bad luck , we were caught by 4 polices . Great =) . That time , I was using my dad's old motorcycle with its road tax expired ...Damn .

So here's the conversation between me and the police .
Police : Kenapa x ada  pakai helmet ? Lesen mari . Road tax juga .
Me : Ork . (Show him lo)
Police : Lesen P , mana P depan belakang? (because my dad's motor don't have P sticker ) .
Me : x ada .
Police : Kenapa hantar kawan x pakai helmet , kalau kawan awak pakai helmet , saya xkan tahan kamu . Lesen P kamu akan dimatikan .
Me : Ork ( I was like =.=") Abang~ saya ada Rm30 bagi awak minum teh boleh?
Police : (He smiles) Oh , x boleh , sini ada 4 orang , x cukup .. Rm50 .
Me: (Show my wallet to him) Saya ada Rm30 saja ..
Police : Ok ok , cepat cepat ..Jangan bagi orang tengok .Tapi kawan awak kena saman x ada helmet .
Me : ok ok ~~

Settled~ but shit =.=" wasted Rm30 .. all because my dad's motor haha ..

Woot , once again after so long since the last time i have posted haha .
Really lazy to write blog XD

Ok as title said above , WCG is coming. This time I'm aiming for Regional Champion and Top Ten for Grand Final .. Well not that confident to strive for that but I take it as an Aim . No matter how high the Aims are , I'll try my best to get it haha ..

That's all , I really had no idea what I wanted to write ... Ya perhaps my life has been repeating the same , so I don't think I need to repeat this at blog too . Hah . Ciao .

Hey guys ! I'm back .
Fuu, new life started .. Recently into few part time jobs haha ... I joined Amway too, and also planning to work as part time promoter ... now even in SDO , I also can earn money . haha .
What to do , poor ppl of course need to find HOLES to earn money lu~

And so yea , NnA is my guild .. but already half dead, but I'm trying my best to revive my guild =)
New members had joined our guilds . Excited and happy . And then, we are trying to design a shirt for our guild ~~