The Streamroller Of Life.

Never look at your life as something insignificant . Never forget,those friends of yours that you loved .


This morning , I accidentally cut my finger while I'm about to shave moustache . So I had a bad feeling for today.
It's not that I believed all these stuffs . But that's what happening to me today .

When I'm about to go out . I received call from my mum . She was in deep trouble due to some circumstances .
She needs money to solve the problem . Actually , I already lent most of my savings to her . But still not enough to help her . She begged me to get her the money . It's not a good feeling having mum begging for you . I said I'll get her money no matter what .

Thinking which friends could help me... But it's really hard for me to ask from them . I don't like asking from friends . But how pathetic or embarassing it is ,  I still need to do it ... It's for my mum .
Asking friends like I'm a beggar or a person whose in debt ...Hate that feelings .
Most of them couldn't helped me . Can't blame them as they really can't help me .

So I continued to ask ask ask . I had to bear the feeling when asked my friends . And it's awkward when they rejected you ...
But , I still finally collected the money and gave it to my mum . I don't know whether she can solved it or not .
But, let's just move on first . What happens next , then only face it again . No Big Stuff !
No matter how pathetic am I , as long as it matters my family , I will do it ... =)

Just can blame myself for being so helpless . That little amount I also don't have .. F**king SUCK !
Just when I'm about to get my life better , I fall down back again .
Can't I be more useful ?



Not long ago , "A" asked me why I love to ask people cry . I am the first person who ever said that to "A" .
Actually no reason .
It's just , from my point of view , cry is part of our body emotions . We don't have to hide it . We don't have to act strong all the time .

Cry means we had been strong for long . There must be a time where we will fall apart . But do not feel embarassed or scared being laughed . No one would do that . Because true friends will be there for us .

Cry means being ourselves . Because I felt if just hiding your own emotions . Never cry when you should . It's like not even being ourselves anymore . Most of you all think , cry is the sign of weak . I won't deny that , but we won't be strong forever .

Remember "B" ?(If you read my blog)
When I told you to cry when you should . You started to cry .
Ever since then you blamed me for changing you . But I don't see the wrong with it because you are becoming yourself =) .
If that makes me wrong then blame me for making you becoming yourself . I would love to do that .
I know a lot of people won't agree to my opinion .
That's just my point of view . I feel Cry when you should , is when you starting to become stronger .
Stand up from where you fall down .
Never give up .

But I certainly won't agree crying over small cases lah !!!!

-哭是因为逞强了很久-

What's wrong with me ?
Suddenly so active in blogging haha .

So as I posted yesterday . Today going for Karaoke Session with one of my friend , Supposed to have another one , but he last minute FFK . F**k Him =P

Don't mind don't mind . And so , my friend and I went by taxi  early in the morning . Really sleepy haha but excited for karaoke session .. TOO LONG NO SING LAAAA !!!

I don't like to go with a lot of people because won't have any chance to grab the mic ! haha .. and sometimes they will pick songs that you don't even know what the hell was that?
Used to hate karaoke session very much , because everytime I went also got a lot of people . So I ended up sleep there  Used money just to sleep .

But ever since I went alone ( Due to some reasons )  . I started to love sing K . Felt like you can release your stress , your emotions all in once out . Then slowly friends told me that I actually sing quite good  and therefore I started to love singing and practice more . Although I don't talent for that , but it's fun ...I enjoy that moments .  No matter how bad mood are you , after that you'll feel like the burden on your shoulders is already lighten .

Karaoke Session Rocks =)

-男人喜欢呆在KTV,唱着青春随风远去的回忆-

What's wrong with me ?
Suddenly so active in blogging haha .

So as I posted yesterday . Today going for Karaoke Session with one of my friend , Supposed to have another one , but he last minute FFK . F**k Him =P

Don't mind don't mind . And so , my friend and I went by taxi  early in the morning . Really sleepy haha but excited for karaoke session .. TOO LONG NO SING LAAAA !!!

I don't like to go with a lot of people because won't have any chance to grab the mic ! haha .. and sometimes they will pick songs that you don't even know what the hell was that?
Used to hate karaoke session very much , because everytime I went also got a lot of people . So I ended up sleep there  Used money just to sleep .

But ever since I went alone ( Due to some reasons )  . I started to love sing K . Felt like you can release your stress , your emotions all in once out . Then slowly friends told me that I actually sing quite good  and therefore I started to love singing and practice more . Although I don't talent for that , but it's fun ...I enjoy that moments .  No matter how bad mood are you , after that you'll feel like the burden on your shoulders is already lighten .

Karaoke Session Rocks =)

-男人喜欢呆KTV,唱着青春随风远去的回忆-

Just few days ago , I just went to ask for gym inquiry .. After went through few gymS , I finally found a gym nearby my living place plus cheap . NOTES: Is super cheap !
If Leisure Mall Fitness First is RM210 per month , then this gym MUSCLE UP is 3 times cheaper ... Only need to pay Rm70 per month . So I looked around the gym, although it's quite small and narrow but the equipments are definitely complete I guess o.o ( since I not yet do Gym yet)

When I first entered that gym , I was shocked for awhile . Because you can only see muscular people inside . Totally can't even see thin or some slim zombies inside. Seems I'm the only one who look weird in the gym at the time ( One of the zombie XD ) .  Haha . Too awkward !
I believe I will join them soon . So I asked for the fees and membership . Reach my satisfactory and my budget so will be going apply this Sunday and started do it !! Huat Ah !!

Let's improve my life thoroughly =)


By the way , let me introduce a song for you all . I think it's pretty simple and relaxing. Actually it's addicting for me. I listened to it for whole day already . Oh my god.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJS9IgWd0nk




Going for Karaoke Session tomorrow . Been a long time since the last time I went . Can't wait to sing out loud till sore throat . Hoho . So tonight gonna go sleep early . I wonder if my friends can wake up early tomorrow . Lol =.=

Decided to have healthy lifestyle from now on. Not gonna have some lifeless schedule such as going for cc for whole day anymore .
Need to improve , Improve and IMPROVE . That's only thing I could say to me . Wasted too much time in my life . quite pathetic .

Wanted to study back but this opportunity already slipped away from me forever . Let's just focus on the career =)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJS9IgWd0nk 
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Wow wow wow ..
Again very long time to renew my old dusty blog .
Seriously, I'm too lazy to update it . In fact , I got no time to renew it hehe (maybe??)

So I have been okay for these few months . Get into a job as Technical Junior Support . Not exactly my type , but well , you gotta live on  if you don't like too .
But trust me ,  I'm doing okay =)

Been eating too much these days , I even have belly o.o . WOW . They still call me thin . WTH!
Oh well , will gonna let them suprised as me and my friend gonna go for Gym .
Have no idea why suddenly wanna go for Gym . It just that the passion suddenly come to me. I'm gonna make sure it's not gonna leave me easily . For the sake of my hot body !!!(In future )
I believe it won't takes long to shape up my body heh.  Can't wait for it ...

I have been trying to improve myself all the time . And now here's my opportunity , I won't give up easily .
People say , We improve is to impress someone . Somehow I disagree with that saying . I felt that , we improve is to treat ourselves better . That should be more accurate isn't it ?

I had list out my wishlist . So sad that , I couldn't even achieve one of the list . Pathetic .
Gonna work harder . Hmmph!!! My dream !

I felt like I keep talking gibberish here . Doesn't make sense at all ...Aiks -0-

Ya !  It was Genting Trip again ! But this time was with National Service friends .
For about 22 people participated for the gathering . Haha posted late again .. Too lazy to write lo -0-
I summarized it la har~ So I brought like 9 cups of Maggie Cups !! Everyone said I'm crazy .(YA , so what? ) Because I ain't gonna eat at Genting!
But then , when it's time for eat, everyone were begging me for the cups because they never brought lol .

And so we reached at around 10.30 am ! Put our luggages and we started to play at outdoor! They took a lot of pictures . As I said I won't take pictures ..So I think they kinda fucked up with me , when I rejected to take picture with them lol .Even got also will be like this !



















I'm the one who looked at the ground . haha .But it's pretty memorable la .


I like these two pictures haha . Pretty cool .
Took with Ah Fatt Gor.


Not pretty much a trip for me . Because i didn't joined them much . Kinda bored for me .. Same places all over me . So I choose to go back room early with Joshua and fell asleep for awhile while waiting them back . After that , we gambled for awhile and I played PS2 with Heng until 6.30 am only sleep .lol .

Slept until 10.30 am ! not enough sleep T__T . But I don't wanna miss the precious buffet haha . Woot ! What a stuffed breakfast xD .Then , nothing much happened .
It's about time to back, everyone gone crazy with the cams ! I were forced to take some pictures too ...And so, it's the end of our gathering . I do hope there will be next time for gathering like this (though I might not be able to join anymore)
But i hope I won't lose contact with them =)


  

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