It's been more than 1 week since my mum separates with my dad ..At first , it would be okay for them to separate to cool down themselves , but things are getting worse .. It's really heart aching seeing them ignore each other without talking a word! My mum will be available from morning to evening ..But at night , she will be sleeping outside at my aunt's house . Early in the morning , she will rushed back to home to prepare to open the bread stall ..Don't want her to be that suffer ..Why don't her just back home???
I asked my mum several times to come back home but she just refused it . Today , i finally can't bear to stand it anymore .
" Why don't you just come back home already ! Just stand for few more years only , and I'll be taking care of you!!" yelled me . She just kept quiet ..With anger , I banged the door , and just ran out of my house ..and now still at cyber cafe writing this blog . Currently , I don't feel like wanna go back home . I can't feel any warmth in this family anymore .. Even though tomorrow I got exam , I just don't feel like wanna study ..
Fail then fail , after all , I might not studying anymore .
In front of friends , I might be okay .. I'm cheerful , funny but yet all these are just fake . This afternoon , I wanted to study with my friends .. But I just couldn't do it ...My mind thinks nothing except the incident between my mum and dad .. It would be pathethic , if my friends saw me moody . Therefore , I just convert my sadness to some dumb actions that I have did today ..I kept did stupid stuff and making them laugh ..But deeply in my heart , I'm crying .
Great . Now is 1.30 am , and I got my exam at 9 am ...Maybe I'll take a look at the paper ..I had no eye to see them anymore . After all these exams , I'm gonna take a walk to some places .. That's why I'm looking forward for our trip to Genting and JB ...Anywhere but not my house .. Might post my happy days in Genting few days ago ..but right now ..No mood ...Don't want to ruin my happy days in Genting . Maybe after few days ...
