Yes , it's one whole year . Sadly , I still could not accept the fact you've left us . Mum , each time I'm writing a new post, it means I miss you so much , so much that even my heart could not handle it .
It seems like my life is lifeless .It's like I had no aim at all . Maybe ..
So , I guess I might go one more time to Singapore to get a job there . Malaysia value is dropping . Therefore , I think it's an opportunity to earn more money while I still got the energy .
Love? Let's not think about it for now . I might end up hurting someone else again . I'm not ready .
I don't usually complain..Perhaps this is the place where I will open up myself .
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Ryuji Shimizu
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