Finally , it's Christmas .
This year , I'm not joining the countdown at Pavillion .
But we had gathering today . Ya, we had fun , we met everyone . Somehow , just couldn't get excited for it .
I mean , not really happy ..A sudden pang of loneliness overcome me.
Just don't know how much I miss You . I had fun , I am happy ,I entertained everyone ... but without you there , it was meaningless . Hah , just how much I wish you could be there celebrate with me .. I had the same feeling with you , seeing many couples together , won't make me feel any better too ..
Hard ba, be with me ?
But that just won't stop us from being together right?
加油吧。
I will find you when I got the chance. That will be , for sure.
So , don't be sad. Always loving you .
Almost 4 a.m ,gotta go sleep . Tomorrow got second gathering . I will have fun as much as I can .
Lastly , Merry Christmas Everyone X)
20th Dec 2010
That afternoon , We were preparing for the trip to Ipoh ... Not going to play . But going to erm ,paying respect to my grandfather . Relocating his graveyard.
This time , was the first time , Whole family going Ipoh .. my father's side one la~
Ipoh , my old town . A place where I was born , where I had a lot of friends , where i learned many stuffs ..It's actually pretty memorable .. Going back Ipoh makes me feel nostalgic . Looking back the environment , it doesn't change much , yet I am feeling strange to it .. A place that once my closest place , no longer mine .
Sitting in the car , looking outside ...Those memories are still vivid ..Very memorable . After all , that's my old town ma XD
We reached around 8pm ba ..(Forgot =.=") All my relatives already reached haha .. Greeted each other .. then we started to play cards , as usual hah~ After that , we call it a day .. because going to wake up early the next day .
21st Dec 2010
Apparently everyone is not having enough sleep . My cousins were so funny , they couldn't sleep and woke up at 4am , and decided for morning jog ..They got called me , but I simply ignored it ..haha acting sleep .
At the end , they were chased by dog haha XD. And so around 6am , we started to go to the graveyard .
Ceremonies are being held there .After that , Eat all we can haha .. I ate damn lot that time .
First , Mee-hun , Big Pao , Pork , Chicken , Banana , Orange !! Wohoo !!!
haha . Seriously , eat non-stop on that day .. I wish I could get fatter !! But , nothing changed. I'm still that thin haha . But yea , I already promised Vicky that I'll get Fitter .. Once I said that, no one gonna change my decision .. =)
That's all . basically , we're just eating whole day haha . Reached home at 11pm ... fucking tired and late ..
Preparing to sleep , before sleep , I chased vicky sleep too .. haha She such a baby , anything also need me care . That's all for the Ipoh trip , nothing interesting actually ..
Christmas is coming ...I was wondering how this year Christmas will be .. Really hope , that It's gonna be a good day for me .. after all Christmas is called as Season of Miracle .. Miracle? Hmm .. X)
Gotta go .. Bye
Hey guys , I just back from Genting Trip ..
It was supposed to be NewGenz (XDO Guild) gathering , but it was canceled ..
So I'm just hanging out with my friends up there ..
Wasn't really fun at the first day .. Very bored =__=..
Couldn't get to meet her that much .. Really disappointed and sad ..
But nvm , still satisfy that I could met her , right?
We'll get better X) . Don't worry . Don't because of small stuff then affect our relationship k?
She went back . and I stayed overnight for one more day in Genting .. It was fun the next day .. Not bad =X
Failure ahhhh ...
I thought I was a good person to start with ..
I thought I could care you .. Won't hurt you ..
I promised you not to hurt you , but at the end , I still did it ..
My curiosity exchange with your sadness ..
If I would have known that , I swear I won't even try to think about it .
Baka de me ,
Never thought of your feeling .
Baka de me ,
wanted to slap myself ..
Baka de me ,
So wish that you could just hit me ,instead of crying alone .
Give me one more chance ...
I promise to treat you much better ...
I wanna take care you , Forever .
I wanna protect you , Forever .
Just one more chance ...
To let me prove that I am good enough for you ..
Just one more chance ...
To let you feel you are happy with me ...
I'm sorry . And This will be the last sorry from me , because I ain't gonna do something stupid to hurt you anymore . .
