The Streamroller Of Life.

Recently , mum and dad argued ..
Mum was once trying to run away from house but was convinced by my aunt to settle it down .
At last , she went home .I was not there actually . When I heard about the news , I was suprisingly shocked and called mum and trying to persuade her back . Frankly , I have no idea what are they arguing about since I was staying at my cousin's house for many days already .

Till today , right now ...My mum called me and she said she was downstairs ,she wanna talked to me . The situation was tense , and finally she broke the silence by telling me to stop TARC .
Because she is leaving dad .I couldn't react to what she had said . "What?" was the only word I can replied . Since I am the eldest , I got the responsibility to share the burden with her . I am willing to share with her ..

Was too tired due to my assignment that makes me awake for whole night ...So i ended up overslept and made me rushing to TARC ..

Due to my hectic-ness , I fall asleep on LRT ...and guess what happened ..I almost miss the Wangsa Maju Station( that's where I should head towards ..When I awake and I just realized I already reached the station , and the sound of alarm beeping warning that the door is going to close and so yea , I ran and I managed to come out ..But the worst is I left my briefcase inside !!!I was like WHAT THE *TooT* ...I'm going to be late and gotta ignore all these first ..

I'm in CITC now ..worrying what should I do right now . Because all my documents were inside ! INCLUDING MY OFFER LETTER ; ORIGINAL ! Ah !!!
Shit ..Im still need offer letter for the PTPTN application and now it's gone ...BAD LUCK .

**我想说...**
一对情侣...
不用一直黏在一起...
放你的男朋友自由...
不用一直管着他...
给你的女朋友空间...
她爱你...自然会很听你的话...
不用一直想着...
::为什么没收到信息...
::为什么没有通知我...什么之类的...
一直sms...怎么那么多废话？
各有各的东西要做...
爱=包容+原谅+自由+空间...
不是闹着别扭...
等着他去安慰你疼你...
有时候不是他不在乎你...
而是把他看得太重...
::他跟朋友在一起时,不要打扰他...应该给他空间,告诉 他你会等他信息就好...
::不要翻看他的短信,你不是侦探,他也不是犯人...
::不要给他做不到的承诺,这只是应酬...
::真正爱你的男孩...就算没见面...但你会发觉他
手机 里都是你的信息...
::真正爱你的男孩...他不怕你生气...而是怕你在生气 后不理他...
::好男友=疼你+爱你+在乎你+专一
::好女友=体谅+迁就+支持...也爱你

-3rd May 2009-

Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.