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Pathetic

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This morning , I accidentally cut my finger while I'm about to shave moustache . So I had a bad feeling for today.
It's not that I believed all these stuffs . But that's what happening to me today .

When I'm about to go out . I received call from my mum . She was in deep trouble due to some circumstances .
She needs money to solve the problem . Actually , I already lent most of my savings to her . But still not enough to help her . She begged me to get her the money . It's not a good feeling having mum begging for you . I said I'll get her money no matter what .

Thinking which friends could help me... But it's really hard for me to ask from them . I don't like asking from friends . But how pathetic or embarassing it is ,  I still need to do it ... It's for my mum .
Asking friends like I'm a beggar or a person whose in debt ...Hate that feelings .
Most of them couldn't helped me . Can't blame them as they really can't help me .

So I continued to ask ask ask . I had to bear the feeling when asked my friends . And it's awkward when they rejected you ...
But , I still finally collected the money and gave it to my mum . I don't know whether she can solved it or not .
But, let's just move on first . What happens next , then only face it again . No Big Stuff !
No matter how pathetic am I , as long as it matters my family , I will do it ... =)

Just can blame myself for being so helpless . That little amount I also don't have .. F**king SUCK !
Just when I'm about to get my life better , I fall down back again .
Can't I be more useful ?



Cry

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Not long ago , "A" asked me why I love to ask people cry . I am the first person who ever said that to "A" .
Actually no reason .
It's just , from my point of view , cry is part of our body emotions . We don't have to hide it . We don't have to act strong all the time .

Cry means we had been strong for long . There must be a time where we will fall apart . But do not feel embarassed or scared being laughed . No one would do that . Because true friends will be there for us .

Cry means being ourselves . Because I felt if just hiding your own emotions . Never cry when you should . It's like not even being ourselves anymore . Most of you all think , cry is the sign of weak . I won't deny that , but we won't be strong forever .

Remember "B" ?(If you read my blog)
When I told you to cry when you should . You started to cry .
Ever since then you blamed me for changing you . But I don't see the wrong with it because you are becoming yourself =) .
If that makes me wrong then blame me for making you becoming yourself . I would love to do that .
I know a lot of people won't agree to my opinion .
That's just my point of view . I feel Cry when you should , is when you starting to become stronger .
Stand up from where you fall down .
Never give up .

But I certainly won't agree crying over small cases lah !!!!

-哭是因为逞强了很久-

Karaoke Session .

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What's wrong with me ?
Suddenly so active in blogging haha .

So as I posted yesterday . Today going for Karaoke Session with one of my friend , Supposed to have another one , but he last minute FFK . F**k Him =P

Don't mind don't mind . And so , my friend and I went by taxi  early in the morning . Really sleepy haha but excited for karaoke session .. TOO LONG NO SING LAAAA !!!

I don't like to go with a lot of people because won't have any chance to grab the mic ! haha .. and sometimes they will pick songs that you don't even know what the hell was that?
Used to hate karaoke session very much , because everytime I went also got a lot of people . So I ended up sleep there  Used money just to sleep .

But ever since I went alone ( Due to some reasons )  . I started to love sing K . Felt like you can release your stress , your emotions all in once out . Then slowly friends told me that I actually sing quite good  and therefore I started to love singing and practice more . Although I don't talent for that , but it's fun ...I enjoy that moments .  No matter how bad mood are you , after that you'll feel like the burden on your shoulders is already lighten .

Karaoke Session Rocks =)

-男人喜欢呆在KTV，唱着青春随风远去的回忆-

Karaoke Session .

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What's wrong with me ?
Suddenly so active in blogging haha .

So as I posted yesterday . Today going for Karaoke Session with one of my friend , Supposed to have another one , but he last minute FFK . F**k Him =P

Don't mind don't mind . And so , my friend and I went by taxi  early in the morning . Really sleepy haha but excited for karaoke session .. TOO LONG NO SING LAAAA !!!

I don't like to go with a lot of people because won't have any chance to grab the mic ! haha .. and sometimes they will pick songs that you don't even know what the hell was that?
Used to hate karaoke session very much , because everytime I went also got a lot of people . So I ended up sleep there  Used money just to sleep .

But ever since I went alone ( Due to some reasons )  . I started to love sing K . Felt like you can release your stress , your emotions all in once out . Then slowly friends told me that I actually sing quite good  and therefore I started to love singing and practice more . Although I don't talent for that , but it's fun ...I enjoy that moments .  No matter how bad mood are you , after that you'll feel like the burden on your shoulders is already lighten .

Karaoke Session Rocks =)

-男人喜欢呆KTV，唱着青春随风远去的回忆-

Gym Gym Gym

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Just few days ago , I just went to ask for gym inquiry .. After went through few gymS , I finally found a gym nearby my living place plus cheap . NOTES: Is super cheap !
If Leisure Mall Fitness First is RM210 per month , then this gym MUSCLE UP is 3 times cheaper ... Only need to pay Rm70 per month . So I looked around the gym, although it's quite small and narrow but the equipments are definitely complete I guess o.o ( since I not yet do Gym yet)

When I first entered that gym , I was shocked for awhile . Because you can only see muscular people inside . Totally can't even see thin or some slim zombies inside. Seems I'm the only one who look weird in the gym at the time ( One of the zombie XD ) .  Haha . Too awkward !
I believe I will join them soon . So I asked for the fees and membership . Reach my satisfactory and my budget so will be going apply this Sunday and started do it !! Huat Ah !!

Let's improve my life thoroughly =)


By the way , let me introduce a song for you all . I think it's pretty simple and relaxing. Actually it's addicting for me. I listened to it for whole day already . Oh my god.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJS9IgWd0nk




Going for Karaoke Session tomorrow . Been a long time since the last time I went . Can't wait to sing out loud till sore throat . Hoho . So tonight gonna go sleep early . I wonder if my friends can wake up early tomorrow . Lol =.=

Decided to have healthy lifestyle from now on. Not gonna have some lifeless schedule such as going for cc for whole day anymore .
Need to improve , Improve and IMPROVE . That's only thing I could say to me . Wasted too much time in my life . quite pathetic .

Wanted to study back but this opportunity already slipped away from me forever . Let's just focus on the career =)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJS9IgWd0nk 
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