I have always wanted to express my feeling inside the blog . But , knowing no reason , that I couldn't post nor expressing here . There's so many I wanted to tell out , but I got stucked and ended up posting post with only few sentences .
Lifeless huh? Guess so . I have been struggling too much being the hopes for everyone . Since small, since my childhood, I have been thought as a intelligent kid..Being looked so high up that myself couldn't even reach . "Pressure" I would say . Finally , I , 19 years old already , Stopped studying ..Couldn't hold up the pressure , I could only giving up and choose to become an ordinary brat . Being so naive dreaming to be a successful student . Things doesn't go that well . How I wish , I'm a kid ..Thinking only toys and games without worrying other stuffs. No more .
I have been running away everytime Im having a problem .. Ya, that's the type of person I am . A timid , coward brat ..How I wish to run away from house without carrying any burdens , how I wish I could just quit away my jobs .. But I couldn't .
Bah . This sucks . Bye
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