The Streamroller Of Life.

Ya !  It was Genting Trip again ! But this time was with National Service friends .
For about 22 people participated for the gathering . Haha posted late again .. Too lazy to write lo -0-
I summarized it la har~ So I brought like 9 cups of Maggie Cups !! Everyone said I'm crazy .(YA , so what? ) Because I ain't gonna eat at Genting!
But then , when it's time for eat, everyone were begging me for the cups because they never brought lol .

And so we reached at around 10.30 am ! Put our luggages and we started to play at outdoor! They took a lot of pictures . As I said I won't take pictures ..So I think they kinda fucked up with me , when I rejected to take picture with them lol .Even got also will be like this !

I'm the one who looked at the ground . haha .But it's pretty memorable la .


It's about time to back, everyone gone crazy with the cams ! I were forced to take some pictures too ...And so, it's the end of our gathering . I do hope there will be next time for gathering like this (though I might not be able to join anymore)
But i hope I won't lose contact with them =)


  

Oh Noooo ...
I'm starting to get addicted blogging >.<
That's because I learned to write diary during National Service everyday ...
So for this 3 months , I'm starting to get used write my daily stuffs...
So including now also , No Diary .. Then BLOG luh .  *Faint*
I guess there's a good thing after all .

I'm got used to Morning exercise during NS .. So even I'm back .. I just felt so itchy and I asked my buddies to join with me .. At first I planned to jog in the morning but they said wanted to play basketball and I thought that was pretty good idea too . And so , we played at 7 a.m . Haha . Then stopped at 9 a.m .

And then , I went to cyber cafe to surf internet , and I met Calvin . Out of sudden , he asked me to find people who are unemployed or interested to do sales about Unifi . Actually it's not only Unifi as their products .. Just that it's their first product to work with . I guessed I might try to help him by promote in Facebook and try my luck lo . Heh . (I might perhaps try to work part time )

Guess what we did during 'working'? Haha , I wasn't working but I'm following him . We started at 1 p.m and ended at 3 p.m .. Haha!! It's that even called as working? lol . Because he is short of people to open a booth for the sales . So we're just wonder around and try to ask some shops whether they got Unifi already or not ..

Then we passed by Leisure Mall and went in ...And then we went and watched Transformer 3 : Dark Of The Moon



I know I know .. So freaking late only watched . But I got no choice since I just back from National Service .. haha xD .
Comments for the Movie : Excellent .. Epic !!

And thus that's the end of my day for today . X)
Teeheee !

Woot , really damn long since the last time I posted my stuffs ..
Well , many events happened .
I browsed through my blog thoroughly ..
Well there's many events I've written . Some I even forgotten .. I found it funny , most of posts that I posted were so sad .. That's so how pitiful am I towards my Life ... Kinda funny to the younger Me ..Haha . But dude!! People changes times from times .. So do I ! X)

Let's just say about National Service ba?
Yeah , I just finished my National Service ...Heh , I learned lots at there ..
Can't believe that I rejected so much about National Service at first .
Too much memories inside that I can't even describe all at here .
I'll just make it briefly ...

Kinda lazy to write . Haha . Because heart is kinda pain when I think back about it . Because we don't have to worry much inside there . Everything was arranged very well for us . All we have to do is to give our commitments to them .
I met a lot of friends there.  We met each other 24 hours .. We became very close to each other so quickly . Play together ,Joke together , Laugh together, Cry together.. Too much memories .. Thanks to you all . Y'all make my life colorful . I won't ever forget those moments .At least I'm not lonely at the moment .

During the day we apart , everyone cried too much . But I hold myself .. Instead of cry , I thought I should give my gratitute to them by showing my Cheerful smile to them .. While waving hands to them , my heart just felt so pain ... But we still need to move on to our life .. There will be time that we will meet again .
Let us move on to pursue our own dreams. I got my very own dream . I'll take these memories as my Will to continue of pursuing Dream. Once again , I would love to give my millions of Thanks to All of you .. It really might sounds weird , but I love you guys =) . All the best too all of you . Tehee !!!

Finally , it's Christmas .
This year , I'm not joining the countdown at Pavillion .
But we had gathering today . Ya, we had fun , we met everyone . Somehow , just couldn't get excited for it .
I mean , not really happy ..A sudden pang of loneliness overcome me.




Just don't know how much I miss You . I had fun , I am happy ,I entertained everyone ... but without you there , it was meaningless . Hah , just how much I wish you could be there celebrate with me .. I had the same feeling with you , seeing many couples together , won't make me feel any better too ..
Hard ba, be with me ?
But that just won't stop us from being together right?
加油吧。

I will find you when I got the chance. That will be , for sure.
So , don't be sad. Always loving you .

Almost 4 a.m ,gotta go sleep . Tomorrow got second gathering  . I will have fun as much as I can .

Lastly , Merry Christmas Everyone X)

20th Dec 2010

That afternoon , We were preparing for the trip to Ipoh ... Not going to play . But going to erm ,paying respect to my grandfather . Relocating his graveyard.
This time , was the first time , Whole family going Ipoh .. my father's side one la~

Ipoh , my old town . A place where I was born , where I had a lot of friends , where i learned many stuffs ..It's actually pretty memorable .. Going back Ipoh makes me feel nostalgic . Looking back the environment , it doesn't change much , yet I am feeling strange to it .. A place that once my closest place , no longer mine .
 Sitting in the car , looking outside ...Those memories are still vivid ..Very memorable . After all , that's my old town ma XD

We reached around 8pm ba ..(Forgot =.=") All my relatives already reached haha .. Greeted each other .. then we started to play cards , as usual hah~ After that , we call it a day .. because going to wake up early the next day .

21st Dec 2010

Apparently everyone is not having enough sleep . My cousins were so funny , they couldn't sleep and woke up at 4am , and decided for morning jog ..They got called me , but I simply ignored it ..haha acting sleep .
At the end , they were chased  by dog haha XD. And so around 6am , we started to go to the graveyard .
Ceremonies are being held there .After that , Eat all we can haha .. I ate damn lot that time .
First , Mee-hun , Big Pao , Pork , Chicken , Banana , Orange !! Wohoo !!!
haha . Seriously , eat non-stop on that day .. I wish I could get fatter !! But , nothing changed. I'm still that thin haha . But yea , I already promised Vicky that I'll get Fitter .. Once I said that, no one gonna change my decision .. =)
That's all . basically , we're just eating whole day haha . Reached home at 11pm ... fucking tired and late ..
Preparing to sleep , before sleep , I chased vicky sleep too .. haha She such a baby , anything also need me care .  That's all for the Ipoh trip , nothing interesting actually ..

Christmas is coming ...I was wondering how this year Christmas will be .. Really hope , that It's gonna be a good day for me .. after all Christmas is called as Season of Miracle .. Miracle? Hmm .. X)
Gotta go .. Bye

Hey guys , I just back from Genting Trip ..

It was supposed to be NewGenz (XDO Guild)  gathering , but it was canceled ..
So I'm just hanging out with my friends up there ..
Wasn't really fun at the first day .. Very bored =__=..
Couldn't get to meet her that much .. Really disappointed and sad ..
But nvm , still satisfy that I could met her , right?
We'll get better X) . Don't worry . Don't because of small stuff then affect our relationship k?

She went back . and I stayed overnight for one more day in Genting .. It was fun the next day .. Not bad =X

Failure ahhhh ...

I thought I was a good person to start with ..
I thought I could care you .. Won't hurt you ..
I promised you not to hurt you , but at the end , I still did it ..
My curiosity exchange with your sadness ..
If I would have known that , I swear I won't even try to think about it .

Baka de me ,
Never thought of your feeling .
Baka de me ,
wanted to slap myself ..
Baka de me ,
So wish that you could just hit me ,instead of crying alone .


Give me one more chance ...
I promise to treat you much better ...
I wanna take care you , Forever .
I wanna protect you , Forever .

Just one more chance ...
To let me prove that I am good enough for you ..
Just one more chance ...
To let you feel you are happy with me ...

I'm sorry . And This will be the last sorry from me , because I ain't gonna do something stupid to hurt you anymore . .